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SmashCatastrophe
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Name: Ashley
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 9/20/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: ..Music,I enjoy my friends,family,and jesus,those are the most important things to me <3.I like working on myspace because Im addicted,I go to college at C.O.D.,I write alot of things I keep in a book and only let certain people see,I want to be a rxstar every1 already knows that anyways,I want a band,I dont like clubs for dancing but just to go out and meet people...I like 2 go to shows..i <3 boi's...la la la..I like to talk...Im so cool the end.
Expertise: Im a lyrical genius, i have songs ive wrote.and im pretty darn awesome
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  smashcatastrophe
Member Since:
4/1/2004
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| go to myspace to see my new pics.you have my url if u r cool.for those of u who arnt cool,heres it anyways..
who said I wasn't nice???
<3 k bye | | |
| YA and I registered to vote last nite.
SO ALL OF YOU GUYS BETTER TOO!
hurry up b4 NOV. 2ND!!!!
YAY!!! GO KERRY | | |
| I went to casino morongo last nite with veronica and ernie and Josh Robinson.I put in a dollar in the 5 cent machine and won 13.50..lost at keno.we r putting in like everyones bdays,and addresses,and phone numbers,our moms bdays.it was funny..yay! i won money yay yay.i never win shit.i think tmm i might go see Chris (Spanky w.e. u wanna call him) band play in redlands.if its not too early.veronica and I decided to invite ernie but i didnt want JOSH SHOWER to go bcuz of the past drama crap.so i guess he got mad.o well.i dont care anymore.hes a jerk face.but..what am i saying me and him had a lot of fun with our water fight....i cant win.lalalala veronica bought me the ashlee simpson cd.lol and pajamas for my bday.yay.ummmmm.....today im tired...bye kiddos i love you lot so's..mahahaha
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| ok well lets see.i dont ever really write anything personal on here bcuz i dont really talk to anyone that has xanga anymore.but today i think this might help me to get things out..i think ive given up on everyone in my life. i dont feel like writing bout it ever because i figure if you ignore the problem it will go away.me and my mom have been fighting a lot lately.and i realy hate it.sometimes i feel like she hates me.i dont knw why but it really hurts.ive been depressed for awhile now.i dont know exactly why.i just want things to be like the way they used to be.when i could handle my feelings.but everything is new.i forget about people that have hurt me.it doesnt make you feel very much better,but at least if you dont talk to them,they cant hurt you.but it feels like im hurting myself.i feel like i have no good friend or person i can turn to.the only person i feel like i have is sara.i love you sara so much.thank you for being like a rock to me.i feel like everything i try to do,whether its college,or just like trying to find a decent guy fails.becuz it does.i dont know how i could be so unlucky all of a sudden.then i wonder why im friends with veronica.i do care and love her.but she has not been much of a friend esp. when shes mean for no reason.i doesnt help when you feel like someones ur best friend and they dont really include you.i always give people chances,then i have to put up with their crap.i feel like none of my friends care about me.. some of them i wont mention names,call me and invite me to do stuff but then dont call back and act like nothing happened.im learning to hide my emotions.i guess thats it.and i dont really try to fix anything. | | |
| hey kids.the show yesterday was awesome..i had a lot of fun.My chemical romance is amazing,b4 the show me and kristen were in line and Gerad from my chemical romance (there he is!!) was like across this short street getting an interview.so i walked over and watched.they r such an awesome band,they r so unquie in show ive never seen a band be so like mesmorizing on stage,and so like....dynamic if that makes sense.i got 2 see them once b4 at warped but i didnt get to really watch their whole set.but omg!they r so talented.they r from nj.ok does ne notice how many like genius bands come out of new ersey.wtf is up with that. i mean theres like BON JOVI,and TAKING BACK SUNDAY,THE EARLY NOVEMBER.ill bet any band u really like you will discover is from NJ.its weird.but anyhow letter kills was okay.i dunno if i like their music.its like half screamo/and like really energetic.i would like them more if they were more hardcore.Hmm.Saw LostProphets for the 2nd time,ok that was awesome SOMA has so much energy it made it great.then story of the year,i saw again for the 2nd time since warped.they were better at warped i think.but i love how they always play lynard skynard at their shows..and how they played boston..ok that song is so great i flipped when they did that cover. so in general it was fun.and i met this cute lil emo boy who followed me and kristen around all nite.it was creepy.umm....i got hit on my side and it hurts,there is a bruise. | | |
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